1)which achievement can be achieved in 1 bakoot day..

2)seriously my temper is back... this gotta stop right now. what wif the short fuse? of coz there is more den 1 way to stop it..

3)i realised i lost a few interests in life recently..

4)celebrated 3 birthdays in row.. haha i am offically broker~ but they are worth it

5)wad am i missing in life? there is sumthing.. but i just cant figure out. is so close yet so far...

i am now deprived of love. lolz

anyway this jay chou song nt bad.. althrough i very very seldom listen to chinese songs de. But it shows how sucky ur relationship can be..



hoho.. tml, wedesday, 28 November 2007... my ct end.. tts fast~ but nt fast enough


zzz

Shiok. tml common test start. The faster they start, the earlier they end. and here comes my holidays~ Summore tml is NSL paper. Best~! the faster it end, the better, i am too disgusted by it............and of all times, it have to be at 1330hrs sian 1/2. so late

Teck Whye's Mac OTL haha sundae's strawberry sauce/fudge ALOT

"It is nt a must to donate everytime u buy sth from MAC, so dun donate ur fries"

TODAY! 21 NOVEMBER 2007! sucks

~practical test screwed. The assessor is the one who taught ppl "lignocaine is for cleansing the body for lumbar puncture" told me i handling the patient dangerously.. look at the pot calling the kettle black~
<--you <-- me. Get it?

~wanna play DM, romance go play DM
~wanna play GF,tt toot go play GF. what "i see u play GF also very sian le" oh realli? i full combo-ed 月光蝶 abit sian hor?... is a good thing i haven reach the level where-by warm-up is a must!
~DM prate totally sucks.. 1 good example i Aed R#1

lucky i nv died in my slp just now.. haha tml will be a better day. (like today is nt worse enough?) hmm actually can be much worse..

i am lazy.. i haf mixed feelings bout changing for the better. i know changing, like other achievements, requires effort. i got initiatives. hu say i dun? like i mentioned above, i dun realli wanna change. arent i stubborn? at times, i rather follow the flow of life... how? the more i type, the more i wanna gaft out a path for myself and others to follow, the more i wanna be more hardworking, i wanna reap wad i sow. zzzz but i damn lazy. how? the prob is my interests doesnt last long.. but dun tel me tt i dun believe in myself.. tt's bullshit. nt the belief bullshit, the things u telling me is bullshit. maybe when i was a baby, my head kena knocked, tt's y i'm tinking this way..

u can stop reading this, it gonna crack ur head but doesnt those sentences explains my characteristics, my life, my love life, (or maybe everything typed above is a lie to deceive everyone, to attract attention). to a psychologist or psychiatrist, it may seems relatively simple to diagnose but i not gonna elaborate those sentences, i dun wan ppl to play reverse psychology on me, i hate it...but u can try too.. somehow i also luv reverse psychology on me.. haha your choice~ go ahead, no harm~

ok everything is crap... if u wan, u can go read again, more in depth and get more stressed up, stress until u know how stress i feeling now haha nth beats the "putting urself in sum 1's else shoes" approach.

Now to those ppl who bothers, the entire post just above this post is entirely true.



so haf u found wad u wan in life? wad's ur job gonna be next time? or is the author(ME) thinking too far ahead of life? XD lolz



btw.. this post is delicated to sum bastard out there, and sry for being uncouth in phrasing this last sentence. i meant it. _!_

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..................................isnt my previous post like wad i learnt in tt module,NS4 tt time?...


"identity VS role confusion" commonly occurring in adolescent?

i tink is from one of the Erickson's theories called Erickson's theory of adolescent's psychosocial development? (if i nv spell wrongly or remember wrongly). i gonna read Erickson's theory. manz.. and wads wif me nowadays... damn sianz..give me a break~

Whats my goals in life? my roles?

which is more impt? being a friend? a student? a leader? an event participant?

"projects always make frens hate one another"

tt's sth i always say in the past. But it is not necessary true. If you feel urself tinking tt way, maybe u shd focus more on the project as a whole rather than the commitments of ur grp mates or the jobs assigned to or done by ur grp mates... life is nv fair from the start. But of coz everytime when i am doing a project, i still feel like doing it myself. tts sth i always wanted to type out in public but always forgo the idea. So? flame me la~. i am THAT anti-social.. sometimes i like to do things myself.

so why is everyone's msn nick sth like "OMG,is so late~! i wanna slp" or "WHERE THE F*K IS MY GROUPIES WHEN I NEED THEM"? haha do ur projects urself la...

ok crap aside, is 3.20am and i finally finished tt bloody ELAHA ppt, bye and i dun hate my grp mates ar... they SHD haf a good reason for nt helping me now. HA~ but they will help me tml.. but sumhow if u r black, u r forever black... get the drift?





out of topic : is sooo cool to see everyone, may he/she be old or young, burning midnight oil, CHIONGing their own projects on a sunday night CUM monday morning. haha i feel so "accompanied"


ok crap~

1st try. so zhun. 8 great 8 miss 50% combo.





2nd try. P rate gt higher. skill :92%



3rd try. P rate even higher. plus so zhun again. combo: 328 again. 4 great 4 miss



wild ride. missed at a part tt shdnt miss haha nvm try again

plus.. spotted a blue "battle" mode haha

ciao~ project

nth much.. do nt view while eating or drinking..

tried out sum nail polishes




DDR_steven_HIONG(on the left). haha (i lazy to rotate the pic.. so.. ya XD)


SEXY gal leg... woot




tts all...

happy birthday linn. (haha, wonder when u will see this.) and i celebrated ur bdae twice sia $_$ hehe.. thats all

and i still thinking wad to get for tt cosplay gal, charlene.. fucking lame sia me..

:offensive post:

The people around you reflects who you are. ok, dunno how shitty true is it but well it occurred...

this bloody 1.3k wanna be gf-er recently keep saying things to me like he (x-1) GREAT me or 1 GREAT this song or amazed at how come some of my songs percentages like obital velocity or tail spin higher den his, i did wack my way to hit 1k, initially sort of a direct challenge to him. see, u so xl, me as the person who keep hearing all the shits u done, xl u back. But i stopped le, i realised i was too childish. is like wth, i already know i was a 1234.xx gf-er last mix and tt doesnt include a non-stop (hehe ego). athrough my GF sucks big time now and i am resorting to lots of down picking now, i cant suck until where ba. But end of the story, i seriously dun bear any grudges with him/you, instead i tink tt if nt for u, i will be too lazy to hit 1k first haha and i know tt sum ppl keep tinking why the hell this guy haven play until his potential from last mix yet. reason being, i find it very tiring to keep playing sp non-stop.. but one day i will be in a very sp mood and zhua everything out again..

damn, i sidetracked way too much. back to topic, tt phrase nt necessaery true too. i remember tt time when i first saw david (nt the duck or the smelling mouth one, is tt guy! the guy who recently keep appearing at lot 1 haha) He didnt xialan me or anything but when we were talking bout him behind while he was playing, i was being quite xialan. And i didnt realise until jerry and kang told me. haha Sorry~

tt's all. i tink i need to slp le haha shag and going mad..

i realised tt i been to bangkok so long le. nv tok much bout it. haha so here's a brief one


from plane's view, i tink tt's spore. lolz


scenery


the wing of the plane plus a tiny ship


food on board. nt bad nt bad


food + TV


Touching down for Bangkok


Arrived at Bangkok


Welcome to Bangkok


ORANGE TAXI OTL


CCTV of the lobby from our room haha wth


The channels provided in the Hotel


View from the balcony, plus tt stupid swimming pool which i wanted to use but nv use.. haha


Tut-tut


Our Tut-tut


using hp while driving.. stupid driver


Bangkok street market


sum rundown scenery


MBK shopping centre~


Saw this in the arcade. haha sum 5 keys "Guitar Hero"


ya, and this


Cats' paradise~


MASSAGE PARLOUR haha

A&W

Teleportation. LOLZ

A&W breakfast 1

A&W breakfast 2

KFC's sundae.. wonder when s'pore gonna haf it

no change~ haha must gif exact amount

this bear actually caused S$50. woot

Bangkok's Chinatown 1

Bangkok's Chinatown 2

telephone booth

Back to Bangkok's airport

the entrance. *p.s* if u wondering hw to get in, it's a rotating door. lolz

chiong......plane wanna fly away..

flying off~

BACK IN S'PORE XD




On a side note, here the DMGF section in Bangkok lolz

10 thai budt = s'pore 50 cents haha btw this is a DMV machine in bangkok,MBK shopping centre

bangkok MBK shopping centre's GFV machine (can insert memory card)

During my 1 and a half hour there, the most pro GF player there passed pot-pourri d’marmalade with danger bar while the most pro DM player who was a gal, passed no regret auto bass. The GF machine there is like so OTL. The buttons r like can say seasoned also can say not nua. Is very comfortable IMO. At least the buttons dun feel like it been plucked out b4. And the pick gives a very solid feeling. Overall.. it makes u wanna keep spamming on it. Damn shiok. Felt like bringing it back to cck.

Initially when i was playing, the credit input was like so jap style. The credit forever stays at 0. It was until i ran out of coins and sit behind and watch those thai play DM, the credit count went up to 3. And gt this guy keep spamming difficult songs while his fren on and off keep looking back at me. I wonder why. Too bad i ran out of coins. Shit the arcade, there wasn’t any counter to change my money. Knn.. i shd haf brought more 10 thai badt coins.. haha and the DM set was relatively ok, only the seat was very low and i keep chopping the hi-hat. And 4 sets of different sizes drumsticks were conveniently provided in a shoe bag tied to the DM machine. The worst was that i felt damn sian there, everyone speaking thai, i cant speak thai, makes me wanna commit suicide out of boredom. There was no e –amuse or c-amuse there. Only gt “TPHBPHSOD” amuse (thai ppl haolian-ing by playing hard songs on dm amuse). Whats the verdict? If i were to go back MBK shopping centre again, i gonna bring more coins and spam the GF.