wa.. today is one of the worst day of my time in 72.

rant rant rant.. nvm

early morning 7 plus already kena scold for nth tt i did wrong liao.. nvm i diam diam.. tt indian so obvious wanna find fault wif me.

"pt's so breathless, u gt take spo2? nv rite? so u gt no evidence"

HE ALREADY LOOKED SO CHUAN!! THE RIGHT THING IS CALL HIM REST FIRST RITE?

and the pt. who is the one who always fed u when u so no energy to eat? who is the one who bloody shit keep talking cock with u and cheer u up when u was so low morale and keep telling me "i will die soon"? who is the one who brought u to bathe for half hour plus those few times even though the person is so bloody busy and changes haven do? who is the one who always wake u up and encourage u sit out of bed? and u bloody complain about me? ya la, maybe is my fault, i shd have go with wad others is saying "oh,nvm de la.. effect of gabapentin". maybe is my fault for keep attending to u like as if we r very free and can spare so much time, maybe is my fault for always pouring away ur water just becuz u gt fluid restriction. i am not trying to say tt i am very grand and u shd appreciate me or wad.. but seriously. u was one of the reasons i always looking forward to working, now i am speechless..

tts nt the worst. in the afternoon. by right i am off liao and i finished up everything liao but my overall in charge still haven so nvm.. stick ard. den one of my pt's chemo gt leakage and drip on my hand.. wad the hell... worst thing is tt i kena say for nth again... BY TT AH NEH AGAIN!

"next time u see chemo, u shd nt touch it. at least wear a glove when u near it" WTH? really treat me like a small kid. all i did was to answer tt stupid themo pump.

a typical stupid day. do the right thing, go tt extra mile, kena scold. nv do anything wrong, kena scold.

YOU ARE VERY 2-FACE U BLACKIE! i choose to "one ear in, one ear out" wad ppl kept saying about u, but today u shown ur true colour.

BLACK! ok.. tt made me laugh..

first 4 lines of the song "LAST CHRISTMAS"

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

familiar history lesson of mine =)

kope this quiz from jq's blog

1)Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your first name?!
*blank* jovial

2)Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?!
hello

3)Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?!
yea. the gal who have an aries bf.

4)How many bedrooms do you have in your house?!
3 and is a family hse? i dun own it.

5)Do tattoos and piercings excite you?!
no

6)Is there a reason for your friendster song?!
my f/s gt no song

7)Do you hate the last guy/girl you were talking to?!
my dad? sometimes

8)Who was your last text message from?!
some unknown kia wishing me merry christmas

9)What's the best wedding you've been to?!
My father's fren becuz of the place.

10)What time did you wake up this morning?!
morning?? nahz. i woke up at 1pm

11)If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?!
guess so

12)Do you get along better with guys or girls?!
no diff. anti-social

13)Who is the best person to cheer you up?!
myself

14)Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last?!
guess so?

15)When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?!
forgt

16)Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?!
depends on recipient.

17)What is wrong with you right now?!
world too big.

18)Would you go in public looking like you do right now?!
yea.

19)Would you kiss someone to make your bf/gf mad?!
siao. no~

20)Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?!
y nt? i seen many

21)Do you use t9, word, or abc?!
t9

22)Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?!
ya. sometimes she scare me.

23)Do you tell your mom everything?!
nopz.

24)Who was the last person you yelled at?!
some ah neh

25)Who was the last person/s you cried in front of?!
dad

26)Have you told anybody you loved them today?!
no

27)Think of the last person you held hands with, do they mean something to you?!
guess so?

28)Could you cry right now?!
for wad? no~

29)What do you need to be doing right now?!
this quiz and msn-ing

30)How's your ex doing?!
i dun even consider her as an ex. if so, out there stealing ppl's heart and breaking them the very next day. thx for the 1 day thrill, i will nv forget it.

31)Who can you trust?!
ownself and a small bunchful of sigificant others

32)Where were you friday night?!
forgt liao. was i working?

33)Who did you last talk to on the phone?!
Wan Qi.. asking her wad drink she wants.

34)Where will you be in a hour?!
shd be still at home

35)How late did you stay up last night?!
7+am?

36)What's your hair look like today?!
usual.

is there sth with k-box and ppl today? LOL 3 person i call, all k-boxing~ zzz and tml i pm shift. haha can stay out but everyone k-boxing. zzz.

ward~

1) sum stuffs r better done urself. there i go, kena sabo-ed (purposely/ not purposely) again well.. i was too dull..and i finished everything up in the end so forget it.

2)certain information r false. haha good thing i nv really trust words from mouth..

3)and WOW, for 1 mth plus, today is the first day my lecturer actually come and find me. and even more WOW is tt she can say "i heard from blah blah blah (represents a name) tt u gt some difficulties with ur cases tt time" wth! do i need tt certain non-staff individual to feedback? maybe i shd feedback tt she actually very bu shuang this and that and ppl shd peep and see how she treats pt behind curtains? oh well.. i gt a B+. tts good

4)my interests in nursing dropped alot. i lost the motivation.

i rant too much but i just dun understand y sum ppl are borned to do such bo liao stuffs and so competitive. maybe life is a game of racing to them. lets hope i dun get compared so often in the remaining 4-5weeks plus. is getting irritating

1)nua-ed at hm and went lot 1 for makan and arcade..

my schedule is screwed, when i can stay out late, everyone wants to go home early, when everyone wants to ton, i working morning the following day. kk tts life.. i accept it.

and i watched "she's the man" today at home. haha nt bad movie.

2)tml start of work again..

actually i dunno if i wan 23 jan to come quickly..

i want to learn more but yet i wish for attachments to faster end.

and i am dreaming the impossible.. TO WORK 5 DAYS/WEEK WITH SAT AND SUN OFF.

but just impossible... isnt it? as stated above, all i can do is dreeaamm...

3)as the going gets tough, the tough gets going... tts wad my father told me when i was in primary school learning teakwando.... how i wish nursing can be like teakwando.. and i suddenly realised sth.

primary school - teakwando

secondary school - military band

tetiary school - organisation to promote my course

wow.. so multi. IF i go U, should i join choir? lolz

4)not to side track, main pt is CHIONG AR... CHIONG ALL THE WAY TO 23 JAN!!

when i looked at my album of pics, i realised tt i dun smile like how i used to in the past.

stupid as it sounds, the level of my happiness really decreases as the years passed.

really a false front like someone said.

Marina Barrage







some solar panel thingy (forgt the name)




some thingy


with her


and it changes colour


see?

artistic pic with stranger

artistic pic with known person. =P

and she wants to save water.

dunno wad is it. just take a foto of it. haha

another random artistic pic

model of Marina barrage

urn to vie..

random pic of ppl..

doesnt this dun look like singapore?

in the water.

under the fountain, water splashing and a dude swimming behind us lolz

The End

Stop assuming y i rarely talk to u now. stop saying because i gt gf thats y i rarely talk to u or msg u. apparently only u say this. only u feel that way, no one else do. and i dun go out with her most of the time either. so stop assuming and think. everytime we talk, u always bring her into the topic. not once, not twice, no thrice, EVERYTIME! and how u like to bring her down. yes i know that u r a gal and u may understand gals' thinking or action or wadeva shit better than me. U ALWAYS SAY THAT! and yes i know u much longer than i know her. but tink about it, i with her for 8 months plus already though is not long but i know her much longer than that. so these basically sum up everything i wish to tel u but i get very turned off to msg u this few days.

so better news.. my laptop still cannot collect! grrr... tml i gonna call up again. if nt i dunno when i gt time to collect.

and..

Fall Out Boy - I don't care

as feng as usual.. haha and familiar phone they using in the MTV.. nice phone.. hee

decoration @ ward..



i sorta like it when it lights up.



and the clock wasnt even spared.. haha



seriously.. i beginning to tink my new phone's camera is nt bad at all considering it's nt sony ericsson.. how i miss my previous phone.. haiz nvm.. move on.

was reading the blog of this gal wh0 lost her mother to cancer last yr.

http://www.pingume.blogspot.com/

glad to see she coping well nw.

and she is a big fan of Alice nine. LOL

tml is fri.. and i starting work tml again haha sian! but bo pian..

anyway sent my laptop to service again at clark quay in the afternoon today den head to lot 1 after dinner.. played this new music game. haha like everyone is playing it liddat... kinda popular..

and very lil ppl playing drum.. but i didnt too anyway.. lolz so this marks the end of my off days..

yay man.. my laptop gonna be ok by next week.. hopefully can collect on my off days.. n hope it dun play "stunt"with me by coming up with another tai chi after today.

and like finally can upload picture from my phone.. hee

the first pic i took with my new phone

oh well.. "work work" tml.. hopefully i dun screw up.

off to iron uniform~

~bought an new phone. Nokia supernova 7610...

~ya back to nokia phones again after so long...

~thx baby for accompanying me, tt day end up i didnt go surf for phones online and wasted so much time today digging for good phones. hee

~and oh well.. i cant upload the picture i took becuz my laptop is still down, i dun haf the usb cable for this phone (tts y i hate nokia.. but bo pian), this desktop gt no bluetooth, my phone gt no infra red (i guess most new phone dun haf?), i dun haf micro sd reader, i just cant seem to upload foto online with the phone.. so main pt is i just cant get any foto out.. zzz. wad the hell.. haha oh yes and i wanted to post alot of photos from my laptop but is down.. so nvm.

old news to some.. new news to the rest..

my hp LCD cracked too.. there is sth between me and LCDs.

good bye.. i gonna surf for phones online and hope my lappy will be ok soon.

and my father so cute.. he bought a mp3 and he asked me wan or nt..