Why do some ppl still think so immaturely..

the way some ppl thinks, especially when they are of high authority, which they are chosen to become one..

because of good will,i take the subject in my own hands. But someone will be out there,trying to be defensive, trying to put a stop in the whole thing...

initially i tot he is gone case but after like just a dig, i realised everything didnt go the way i thought it will be..

that person really changed alot, too much that i bearly recognise. and god sake, i am helping.. stop being a nuisance.. i have no reponsibility to act on your behalf or any responsibility to do whatever you expect it would turn out to be, let the least think wad i ought to do..

a utopia wasnt built on stupidity..think in a bigger picture and in far sight...childish thinking and stupid logics makes people hate/dislike the whole thing. Think about it why people tend not to go back or do the things you ought they should..

dont be too defensive, think in a bigger picture and think MATURELY. No one is under your will to move around. Think again why people tend to react in the way or even, do you think something is amiss?? Right now, I just have to say.. GOOD LUCK then.. u left 5 more days..

a chat wif st over the phone just now..and chatted about some things..

i finally understand.. seriously dun say guys, even some gals never realise this matters~! haha


i should believe more in fate and less of a pest

i was too eager, too naive, too self centered, i forgot who i am

i should care more about how i was protrayed to others

things started to kick in when i put myself in her shoes


sorry =)

*remember i still owe you a treat to gelare waffles ever since u passed ur TP hor!! haha

kope from jq's blog

LAST PERSON

1. You hung out with: Kaili n gang

2. You texted: Kaili

3. you were in a car with: Kaili n gang

4. Went to the movies with: Shuting n Huiru

5. Person you went to shop with: Dunno

6. You talked on the phone: Huiru, it wasnt toking ba. she was haha-ing all the way until i kup

7. Made you laugh: Kok wei(?)

8. You hugged: Jos


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Sun or moon: Moon

2. Winter or fall: Winter

3. Left or right: Right.

4. Sunny or rainy: Sunny.

5. Where do you live: My father's hse

6. Club or pub: Pub

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on: Ya

8. Do you want to get married: Dunno la

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: SUCK! twirl

10. What time is it: 3.42PM

11. Are you afraid of commitment: Nt as much as last time

12. What is your greatest hope/wish: I love you

13. Do you cook: Ya

14. Current mood: Fuked up


IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU

1. Kissed someone: No

2. Sang: Sung

3. Listened to music: Ya

4. Danced: No

5. Cried: Maybe, current issues

6. Liked someone you can't: Ya


22 FIRSTS

1. Who was your first prom date: Dun tink i went b4

2. Who was your first roommate: My bro

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time: Haven drunk b4

5. What was your first car: Toy car

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing: Pri 6. good fren commit suicide

8. Who was your first grade teacher: Forgt

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane: Forgt

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with: Alone

11. Who was your first best friend: Ivan

12. Who is your best friend: You

13. Where was your first sleepover: Pri 6 chalet?

14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day: Dunno, No one ba

15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman: Haven

16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning: Check for SMS

19. First tattoo or piercing: Dun haf

20. First celebrity crush: Cant remb

22. First crush: Cara

watched 17 again today,


nt bad.. worth the $$ and time. 4/5

Chauvinistic pig, dun worry, gt pretty gals to look at too =)

and i kept toking to shoot's and her reply was like "er", "er". HAHAHAA


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and a chat wif wanqi online made me sounds like a game-master~ oh well.. bye~

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and today i gt aches. ouch~ relieving is nt easy.. i sank

for every happy individual, there must be an unhappy individual.

tts compensation.

oh well.. i hate crossroads

the more i dun believe in replaced!

replace is pathetic


and cant go bukit timah hill on thursday zzz.. damn pek chek. but..

for a worthy cause. afterall hills can be climbed next time and she is 91 y.o this yr.

yea. i shd think that way so i can be happier.


HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart = Monday, 20/04/2009. enuff said~

currently listening to a song that i uploaded in imeem 8 months ago..

Minamikaze - Shimokawa Mikuni

some of the lyrics really describe things as of now

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DM related :

may nt be fantastic to others but to me, tts something

Encore~

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Random 1:
people tell u stuff A, u go so openly and obey.. nice one~

absorb and comprehend first lea..

DREADLORD~

Random 2:

u will be the 1st one i will find when the day comes.. i swear

Random 3:
"Summertime, the nights they are so long
The leaves fall down, so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you...
To me"

The ending of My Paper Heart.

gtg.. late =P

Things girls don't realize....

1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
same for both parties

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
??

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
nahz, tt's selfish

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
depends on trust ba

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
nt all. sometimes u r a bitch = WELCUM

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
-_- think too much

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
maybe?

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
guys' ego ar?

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
HA.. maybe ar

14. Guys love you more than you love them.
wad logic?

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
ppl high class

16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
tts love ba. damn sensitive to the word "think too much" -_-

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
yea

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
maybe he ate some ice cream before that

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
HA rarely? my ears r lying to me..

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'
maybe

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
at least for me

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
quite true ar.. dunno about the "because" part

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
why.. same goes for the ladies

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
everyone have

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
o?

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
nt really

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
i luv my nuts very much.. rather use my mouth and ASK

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.
quote of the day

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.
erk. depends~

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
dunno

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
i killed him becuz either i hate him or accidentally killed him. make no sense -_-

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
DAMN TRUE. well same goes for the ladies too i guess

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.
guess so

i realised that most of these can be applied to the opposite sex as well.. i guess guys n gals r more similiar den wad most people thinks.

the above are all lim pei's personal view.. if u disagree or whatsoeva, dun agree..

play together..

drink together..

club together..

crap together..

wu liao together..

being so bloody childish together..

damn evil together..

LOL-ed together..

even SEH together.... HAHAHAHA

good memories..

just nw went IMM wif kai li and her 2 lao poS. haha

damn funny sia they..

gotta say jasmine is one hell of a good driver.. haha tt confidence she have when she drives.. 2 words "IT ROXS!"
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haha can see shoot gt high anxiety level now becuz of tml. hee XD

GOOD LUCK! JIA YOU!!
and u gt ur baby back.. haha
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anyway next topic = studies

*u gt a chance to study, dun fuk it. seriously.. if u dun tink about urself, tink about ur family.. thou the school fee may nt be alot BUT i tink they gt high hopes for u.

which parents doesnt want to see their children do well? i guess some really doesnt, but i m sure yours do.

just went to watch this movie



nt bad.. haha storyline 2 thumbs up! plus watch late in the night.. abit scary.. hoho~

wow.. haha i just confirmed sum1 playing mind games wif me sia...

is nt like i am mature enuff to nt play along rite?

wads wif ppl nowadays? haha

significant to me? HELL YEA! "significant" is the brother of "ego"

let's dance~

yesterday, went out with clique and mj-godbro

haha.. PSPS!! all ur efforts gone to waste.. but nvm la hor? the fun is organising and brain-storming it! LOL

initially i suppose to open up these 3 letters in my letter box one day after another

which suppose to lead me to go lot 1 at 3 to 4pm liddat on the actual day instead of the original timing they told me.. and there they gonna 1 by 1 surprise me. haha

who knows?? i damn lazy to open my letter box and..

PAISEH!!!! make u all come down so far and spend so much time travelling. end up i at malaysia!! hahahahahaha

and the letters still stinks from the jasmine perfume! shit!

oh well.. THX U ALL hahaha

and the presents too.. LOL

Pics from Saturday :

my certificate. haha

Cake

Us with the cake! haha

Pics from friday :

=D

Cake

THX! haha

thx to those who celebrated my bdae today..

first to vivo wif kenneth, wx, olivia(izzit? haha nt very sure her name),wanqi, shin, jq and then to PS and home..

thx to those who wish me happy birthday, may it be frienster, facebook, sms, real life.. haha gt funny, gt weird, gt meaningful.. shall do tt birthday quiz some other time..

and hell shit.. i must remember to put my ez link card at the same place. haha until nw i dunno i gt tap or nt, but i doubt so.. zzz getting old. so malu.

and a meaningful sms from huiru..haha

"guys r usuali more relax...not lk gals kana hold back so cham.. so 21 ta us gal more hipee.."

she trying to say that reaching the age of 21 affects the female population in spore more. haha

ya true.. IF i gonna be a father of a daughter, i guess i will be more worry about her than IF i have a son...afterall, most of the times gals r the one tt always lose out and some guys got tofu for brains, dunno how to tink.. afterall, tt kid is my flesh and blood.

....WANQI CHRISTIAN NAME IS CALL SUSANNA!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAA

went to celebrate wif my family today..


and steam boat @ Joaquim we went to..


the 2 1/2 hrs fuel


steamboat buffet @ Joaquim, Suntec Singapore


individual steamboat


the food


my sauces


rojak (SCARY, skally like geylang de!) LOL


and my pillow! haha


LOL the last time i saw this was many yrs ago when i used to live in bukit batok.


overall food range, nt bad. quite a comprehensional spread. gt outing can go there. nice place to chill..

THAT REALLY FEELS LIKE MY HEART KENA STABBED!

Quote of the day
"but think back.. issit wad u wan? her finding someone that can give her happiness?"

i know the answer

anyway the interview went fairly well..

Interviewer : *look at my Resume* wow ur bdae is this sat, happy birthday!

Me : thx.. i wish to start work on April 20.

Interviewer : we will try
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hahahahaha.. tink about it, i gt blood test, collect this collect that, SNB stuffs.. cfm plus chop will nt start on April 20..

lets hope for May. SGH LEA!

Random:

LoNer De BeAnBeRrIeS™ >>> MIDWEST50 ™<<< 말도 못했는 걸 너무 부끄러워 하는 나 O_O says:
haha
<--luv dogs
provided nt horny
but female dog nt active
hmmm
cats the best la
i wanna overfeed my cat so tt it grow fat fat and lie on my lap


anyway tO SHOOT

HAPPY TRIP TO BANGKOK

1. Last beverage → Pineapple juice
2. Last phone call → Kim, asking for my umbrella. ha~
3. Last text message → Kaili
4. Last song you listened to → Wanqi(http://bloodjr-ll.blogspot.com)'s Clannad. haha
5. Last time you cried → forgt

SIX HAVE YOU EVER :

1. Dated someone twice → yup
2. Been cheated on ? → obvious
3. Cheated someone else ? → who doesnt? is a man-eat-man world =)
4. Lost someone special ? → yup
5. Been depressed ? → yup
6. Been drunk and threw up ? → nopz

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS :

1. Orange
2. White
3. Black
4. Blue

HAVE YOU :

1. Made new friends → yup. part of life
2. Fallen out of love → yup
3. Laughed until you cried → haven yet =P
4. Met someone who changed you → ya. she taught me nt to fling
5. Found out who your true friends were → yup
6. Found out someone was talking about you → who doesnt?
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list → obvious
8. How many people on your friend's list do you know in real life → all xcept 1
9. How many kids do you want to have → dunno
10. Do you have any pets → hamsters? fishes? and tt black bird?
11. Do you want to change your name → Jason dun sound nice?
12. What did you do for your last birthday → forgt. tink is chalet?
13. What time did you wake up today → 7.30AM
14. What were you doing at midnight last night → Chatting online
15. Name some things you cannot wait for → start work, new uniform, new name tag and giving jabs
16. Last time you saw your father → 1 sec ago? ha
17. One thing you wish you could change about your life → nth. life is interesting
18. What are you listening to right now → Gotta be somebody
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → wtf.. why tom?
20. What's getting on your nerves right now → Lao sai-ing
21. Most visited webpage → www.yahoo.com (homepage)


1. What's your name → "your name" lo..
2. Nicknames → jas, feng, wind, tts all i can tink of so far. oh yes. and ~
3. Relationship Status → single
4. Zodiac sign/Horoscope → dragon, ARIES
5. Male or female or transgendered → *check* Male!
6. Elementary → St Anthony Primary School/ De La Salle School
7. Middle School → cck sec
8. High school → wad? Ngee Ann?
9. College → no haf~
10. Hair color → Black
11. Long or short → Short
12. Height → dun wan say lea.. *secret* haha last rem 170cm?
13. Do you have a crush on someone ? → ya
14: What do you like about yourself ? → ar? my good taste in the colour, ORANGE. LOL
15. Piercings → nop
16. Tattoos → scars included?
17. Righty or lefty → Righty.

FIRSTS :

22. First surgery → kid
23. First piercing → no haf~
24. First best friend → Ivan
26. First sport you joined → Taekwando
27. First pet → tiger barb
28. First vacation → forgt. Bali?
29. First concert → sum band concert
30. First crush → Cara. yes her.


RIGHT NOW :

49. Eating → nth
50. Drinking → saliva
52. I'm about to → find my stuffs for tml's interview
53. Listening to → my TV
55. Waiting for → Thursday.

YOUR FUTURE :

58. Want kids ? → dun tink so. i am such a boring person
59. Want to get married ? → dun tink so. again, i am such a boring person
60. Careers in mind ? → sell health products? haha

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX ?

68. Lips or eyes → Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → Hugs
70. Shorter or taller → shorter
71. Older or Younger → younger. but is funny how i always fall for older gals. ha~
72. Romantic or spontaneous → depends on individual
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → eh? arms ba
74. Sensitive or loud → loud
75. Hook-up or relationship → of coz relationship
76. Trouble maker or hesitant→ huh?

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. Kissed a stranger → nop
79. Drank hard liquor → liver spoiling liao
80. Lost glasses/contacts → contacts, took me almost a half period to find
81. Sex on first date → siao~
82. Broken someone's heart → yup
83. Had your own heart broken → retribution
86. Turned someone down → yup. Tioman HAHAHAHA
87. Cried when someone died → guess so
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → of coz

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

89. Yourself → obvious
90. Miracles → my own
91. Love at first sight → i guess it does happen
92. Heaven → i believe in going up to heaven and opening up a small chest tt says "GOTCHA!"
93. Santa Claus → nahz.. kid's own parents.
95. Kissing on the first date ? → nopz
96. Angels → nopz

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now ? → of coz
98. Who is it ? → the one went ballet today. yes u!
99. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time ? → nopz
100. Posting this as 100 Truths ? → nopz

i find tt i getting very addicted to old films. haha

currently watch "mind your language"..

is about teaching the language of English to a class of adults from different countries. Showed back in 1977 to 1979 ba

can go youtube it, but u must accept damn cold jokes.. haha

here : Mind Your Language

What kind of person am I?? Your Result: Leader You seem to be the one in charge whether it's in an emergency or while working. This is a great quality but can also make you seem stubborn at times. Remember when you give suggestions always be friendly.
Independent
Unique
Optimistic
Romantic
Prideful
What kind of person am I?? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

nahz.. bluff de.. i always very friendly =P

Your Story Line Your Result: A love story your story is set upon shy characters that find their way out of themselves and end up in love. your story will consist of relationship problems, friendship troubles, and heart break, but everything ends up OK when they are kissing the one meant for them!
An action Story
A horror story
Your Story Line Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

oh.. haha see, i always say i very shy de rite?

Are you too fat? Your Result: Just Right You are just right. Not too skinny, not too fat. If i were you, I would stay right where I was at. I would try to maintain a perfect body. Don't starve yourself and don't eat too many tasty cakes.
chubby
fat
skinny
Obese
Are you too fat? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

OMG! bluff! i am fat!

What Job Is The Best For You Your Result: Health You really like working with the sick. You don't mind looking at blood. You don't have a weak stomach. You like helping people out when they need it. Even though doctors work a lot, you don't really mind. (You still like being with family, but you also like taking care of people.)
Education
Model/ Actress
Banker/ Accountant
Restaurant
What Job Is The Best For You Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

kinda true.. i hate working in restaurant!

LoNer De BeAnBeRrIeS™ >>> MIDWEST50 ™<<< 말도 못했는 걸 너무 부끄러워 하는 나 O_O says:

hAHa
life is tt interesting..
u nv know when u gonna cross path wif him again haha


rite, shoot?? hahaha

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anyway some guys r so funny..

if a lady's breasts are small, they will ask "WHY YOU SO FLAT??"

if a lady's breasts are big, they will ask "ARE THEY REAL?"

and some guys will wish the answer they get is "DUN BELIEVE AR?? I PROVE TO YOU"

cannot slp.. so uploaded most of the pictures..

Tioman 09(Part 1)

Tioman 09(Part 2)

getting hungry again.. zzz.. go eat..

사랑해

back from tioman yesterday..

DAMN SHIOK..

SUPER sunburns, a few cuts and endless sunblockS haha..

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QNS: so do u still want to go back tioman?

ME: why nt? haha i luv the life there... but i shall remember to bring track pants for jungle trekking.. and hope mosquitoes dun penetrate it *haha*
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post some pics SLOWLY next time ba.. really too many..



and i m sure many knws i wan to go to police academy for NS..

i gt this letter when i came back..



!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


U KNOW WAD IT MEANS???


do u???



IS A BELATED APRIL FOOL LIE! LOL just a letter asking me join police force

and SGH shortlisted me for employment liao.. haha really nv tot i will get shortlisted since i applied so late..

so.. off to interview on next wed..

this is no april fool joke le.. haha.. REAL STUFF