i having very negative thoughts these few days. if u tink tt jason always nt serious, talking cock, laughing or smiling or forever so positive, u can leave my blog this very second...
i seldom blog about school because i tink tt school is a fuking waste of my time. wat can i do? on the other hand, i feel that school is very important. it sets a platform for u to stand in the society. Right now, i am very stressed up about school. the tests, the people, FUCK OFF! i dunno why after all the shits i said about school being important, half the time i wasnt in school, every freaking time late for lectures.. well sum people in the lecture jus suck~ and i failing module too. i DARE say i didnt even open my books during the common tests period lo. But so wad? i still fail. the retests and projects r making me very busy n really getting on my nerves man. And there is this fucker in the director's list who tinks she is very smart n xialan me juz becuz she in the director's list, all i wanna say is FUCK YOU BITCH! I WILL MAKE SURE I WILL WIN U FLAT AND XIALAN U BACK. and to those ppl whom i told about me wanting to be in the director's list, now u know why i want to. So now wat? like i said before, actions speak louder den words. but i am a sucker. i talk cock onli... half the time i am skipping classes and busy fucking around outside. With this kind of mentality, is a joke if i get into the director’s list.
Life totally sucks man. And a certain country's education system really sucks(or doesnt it?). Most people r studying wad they nt interested in and wats the best part? is mostly out of no other choices or force. And how bloody accurate is it just to judge a person's abilities and capabilities with just an exam namely PSLE? yes, it passed so long ago but tt's the bloody fucking exam tt changed my life. Thats the period of time whereby everyone including my close relatives and even my family gt nt only very surprised,why nt? I was always among the top 10 in class, but also started "KAN SUAI"ing me. imagine u were me tt time. ur relatives started saying lan jiao things about u and ur parents r like keep on fuking blaming u. i really like a piece of shit tt time. but nvm those, is all my faults anyway. Onli just 1 sentence kept me alive, " Nvm la, heck care, work hard and go express when u in sec 1, u can make it." n thats from my bro. The critera was to get A for every single subjects. In the end i got A1 for all my subjects la except chinese, this fuck up subject which i failed. End up, i went to see the principal. ok la, she told me to brush up on my chinese first and stay in N/A, learn everything at a slower pace, is better tt way. So why the fucking hell u dumped so many subjects on the last yr whereby N level u required to learn so little stuff? u call tt slow pace?? and why the fuck at sec 5, u told us to work much much harder and there is a big jump from N level and O level? RETHINK ON YOUR BLOODY FUCKING EDUCATION SYSTEMS U FUCKING FUCKTARDs! Everything starts going wrong when my PSLE gt screwed. crap man. i damn fucking suai.. fuck it! call me stupid or wad fuck... i dun really care..
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