HAHA OMG!!! i still speechless from last nite/this morning. u realli read my blog!!! hahahahhaa...... thanks to my big mouth!!!

haha k la.. i very happy tt u go read... =)

n i also very happy tt although u dun trust guys due to ur bad experiences in the past, u still trust me alot. tt wad i realli like alot bout u!!

In your 15/10/2006's post(like LOL), u said "y can't two people that are in love be together" YA, IS LIKE WHY??? lolz n i seriously hate those fukers in ur past... i really do! they really cause two person that are in love to not be together.

hmm, i said i will upload ur foto rite? LOL



i realli like this foto alot! haha and ok la, the more i look at it, the more i think it look like how u look like now. u dun look so diff afterall..

omg.. this post is like so delicated to u~ hee

but marriage ar...hmmmmmmm lolz

after the storm came the calmness of the sea... LOL..

n i doubt it gonna get any better anyway, fan er life will be worse.. i nt gonna let it affect me so much

and emo is like so contagious... >_<

n.....

i wanna own a DS, i wanna play cooking mama 2!!

And i gt a joke, onli 1 person gt the answer correct so far! lolx

QNS : A submarine can hold 10 people. and this pregnant lady enter the submarine.. n the submarine sinked. WHY?



>the submarine already gt 9 ppl? NO~!



>the submarine leak? NO~!



>the lady started jumping ard? NO~!



ANS: becuz a submarine is meant to sink. LOLX did u get it rite? *highlight*




and i starting to miss the baby octopus from tt jap resturant in clementi tt i ate today afternoon.. =P

damn shit.. i getting emo...

anyway i saw this online..



I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons:

1. I do physical labour.
2. I work at great depths.
3. I plunge head first into everything I do.
4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off.
5. I work in a damp environment.
6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation.
7. I work in high temperatures.
8. My work exposes me to diseases.
_______________________________


DearPenis,

After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons:

1. You do not work 8 hours straight.
2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period.
3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team.
4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations.
5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working.
6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift.
7. You don't always observe necessary safety regulations, such aswearing the correct protective clothing.
8. You will retire LONG before you are 65.
9. You are unable to work double shifts.
10. You sometimes leave your designated work area before you have completed the assigned task.
11. And if that were not all, you have constantly been seen entering and exiting the workplace carrying two suspicious-looking bags.

Sincerely, The Management


okok... somehow it didnt realli brighten my mood after reading it, i wan more.. i very greedy! &&^ ^^(&%@$^&*^&

so much for my 3rd post of the day

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TODAY IS A BLOODY FUCKING DAY! WHY MUST ALL THE FUCKING BAD THINGS HAPPEN TODAY? ok fuck it, all my posts today very indecent n vulgar

i really feel like throwing my laptop out of my window right now...

*RANDOM* tt cycling outing.. this post shd b b4 the previous post but.. oh well..

i feel so fuked up ( uneasy is nt strong enough)..

first, yesterday tt CANCER/horoscope thingy.. ok i was too oblivious, althrough i am nt the only one tt said it, yupz i started it. for tt, i'm sry. BUT(colour changed due to XL) i didnt say tt from the empty sky, i was saying from experiences. do u tink i will base on wad ppl wrote in horoscope? i dare say among everyone, i am 1 of those who believe the least in horoscopes. y? look at me? from where i look like an aries? if i dun tink tt exceptions exist, i may just kick tt gal aside le.. she's an aquarius and aquarius is the "listen to me!" pai rite, if i dun remember wrongly from yesterday...

secondly, this morning i was woke up by 2 SMS-es. i tot wad emergency sia. ok, it was both by my father. the 1st sms goes like "Report for work 2morrow". i was like HUHHHH???? the 2nd one nt so impt. he only wanna tel me to iron my clothes n dun so last min iron. ok, the story goes like few weeks back, i told him tt i may want to work for my 3 weeks holiday... n ya, he told me no vacancy. den i okok lor.. who knows he suddenly wan me to start work tml when i tot no job le den i planned stuffs all the way to 11april le.. ok, my fault again, i shd haf informed him tt i totally cant work le...

lastly, nt long after the sms-es, joyce called me and asked me go NP as soon as possible, i was like question marks all over again. ok, it was for the banner painting and they tot i was involved. n i told her i nt involved.. ok, again is my fault, i shd haf told everyone i nt involved rather than a small handful of ppl onli...

n finally a good news.. yesterday when i played ks's DJMax, i realised my Prate drop by abit, of coz la.. haha i am nt gifted, i am just an ordinary human being, but of coz my co-ordinations really drop la.. lolz

n den.... another person ask me again... so is she my GF? i will still say fren... HOW I WISH SHE CAN BE MY GF!!!!!!! Like/love and accept is 2 diff things.. she needs time to get over her past.. i tink i told sum ppl b4, she is the 1st person tt i am tt serious about and she is the 1st person to leave me hanging until liddat... n of coz.. retributions lor..

hmmm... holis....

anyway i used to tink tt i can juggle my time between my gf and my frens.

den last wed on the way to ECP, *** ** (*ahem* hui ru *ahem*) told me is impossible.. i tink she's correct! lolz.. everyone gt 24 hrs a day onli.. but tt nt the pt..

yesterday i suddenly tot of this. coming this middle april, she gt to juggle work, fren and maybe me(?).. tt's worse den me... shucks..

okok.. i sounds so BHB... and i sound so like gf n frens cannot go out tgt liddat... i mean there r times whereby u gonna be alone wif ur stead de wad..imgaine ur bf 10/10 times bring u out wif ur frens. NVM... i very lazy to elaborate.. haha

2 more days 2 more days!! haha

anyway i came across a printscreen of my desktop(laptop) in the past..






now.....




time to clear up my desktop le.. haha


anyway i uploaded new songs into my imeem. =P "Fear" is back.. i just luv the 1st 1.20 min of it..

confused bout her~

tml go out wif her

wed go ecp cycling wif 6 beauty + 1 clique..

go home on fri or sat?

haha.. my grandma's hse downstair the bubble tea nice n cheap~ OTL tml! $1!

1 week have passed.. lolx

seriously i hate the way my uncle treat my grandma.. is totally like shit.. i mean no matter how much u hate ur parent, u also cannot liddat bo tai bo chi kan ppl.. this is one guy i very certain tt will nt cry at the funeral.. on the other hand, my grandma cried. i did side her and go against my uncle... any further den this, i will be chased out of the house (this house is owned by him) lolx.. and ya, last nite, he brought home a postitute again.. i guess is the same CHINA ass, although the "action" already started when i came back from VIVO yesterday.. wow.. he is one HORNY guy. i wish he'll go to my previous ward in CDC.. tt is.. ACTUE HIV.

oh ya.. typo in the previous post.. haha is Percussion Freak 3th mix and nt DM. lolz i wanna go play again.. afterall i purchased a $10 stupid paper "timezone" card and i used like 1 credit onli, which is like $1 or 90 cent?

3rd mix can put auto? haha i onli know in the PSM can change the speed at most to 3.0. kao...

do i realli seems like i playing wif her?? haha gosh..

anyway those things tt miss kui hui ru told me yesterday realli enlighten me.. haha

and sum ppl r so fake... u know hu u r.. the person who sms-ed me yesterday.. i mean y so fake when u can be frank? u gt sth ashame to hide?

*special thx to* Linksys (10) haha thx for letting me use ur internet access.. another one hu dun change the router name,.. lolz

Good news.

Hougang Mall actually gt DM machine...

Bad news

the machine condition is like shit.. the snare can only register 10% of the hits. hai wo fail my 1st stage.. lolz so malu... everyone was laughing... $%$*@!

oh well.. off to watch mr bean's holiday. lolz

u r very special to me.. the feeling is like i dun wan to c u upset, i am always happy when i see ur name reflected when i receive a msg...i am serious about u.. tt i am very surprise too.. the feeling is total diff... =) u gt read my blog one bo??? I guess u dun.. n i am nt good enough for u.. tt’s true. Yup.. i am nt rou ma enough for u.. LOL
tt one thing i guess u dunno.. the reason y i moved to hougang for this 2 weeks is nt only for IMH, i just want to go out wif u more frequently...THIS IS ONE VERY GOOD REASON FOR ME TO GO OUT WIF U.. =)
to be frank wif u, my feelings for u still fluctuates.. maybe i still afraid of being cheated.... like how u r feeling now..

on a side note.. my uncle just brought home a chine prostitute last nite.. KAO... very noisy they r. I shall nt elaborate here

n... many thx to "sh80981987" for sharing ur internet access wif me =)

grandma's place...

at least i get a different varieties of food.. haha

internet access is like.... WHY THE NEIGHBOUR DUN WAN LET ME TAP INTO THEIR WIRELESS?? HAHA currently i am tapping into sum unexpected kind soul's internet btw.. lolz thx "linksys".. toking bout nv change ur wireless name when u set up.

haha and i takes me onli 15 min to get to IMH.. rather den 1 1/2 hr if i go from cck. this is life man..

oops.. haha tink i better go slp soon..tml gt attachment.. zzz

wa a real NJC story? dunno true or nt.

http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyouvt.htm

Is it weapons that nurtured war? Or is it the hearts of men? wasnt weapons created by men? men men men.....

i saw tt malay guy who stole my psp, at cck mrt just now.. dunno y it seems so funny now..

oh ya to those ppl hu dunno, my psp was stole from me few weeks to 1 month back... haha i think onli a few ppl knows .. i onli told those ppl who asked me y my psp suddenly gt a strap tt time..

and the injuries i caused to his face havent fully heal yet.. maybe tt's y is funny.. my god.. i gonna mad(?) but i dun regret wacking u... i hate those malay hooligans. if anyone of u here is one.. u sucks..

wad the heck.. i tink i just say the whole story in brief

i was walking and playing my psp along tt stretch of road along keat hong n it was abit late liao la when suddenly gt this ass run and snatched my psp away.. of coz i gave chase and sort of slam him down... n ya, i wacked him, i mean hu nt angry? imagine u were me :

1) i seriously hate ppl hu steal my things
2)i was playing DJMax and u caused me to game over
3)IS MY PSP! and to me, at tt time, it was relatively new..

ya, so i wack him until damn dulan.. i shall cut the details.. u wan to know, ask me in msn or wad ba.. tt's about it. n i still remember i was playing Ladymade Star at tt pt of time.. and i went home with scratches on my arms n knees and my right leg blue-black.. sian 1/2 but his face was bleeding.. man chu.. my god.. one can be so brutal when he/she angry

(confused n happi[?] news)
was tt a hint to tel me it's impossible or a way to make it possible eventually?

u left me hanging... haha no matter how i look at it, the chances r 50%-50%.




(sad news)
these few days i kept thinking of death and dying. think bout it, it's very sad to loss a lost one. why must ppl die? den it will take u awhile to accept the death of ur loved one. sucks rite?

no matter how much hatred u have for tt person, the funeral will be the judgement of whether deep inside you, Do you realli hated tt person tt much?

i realli dun wan loss any loved ones.. nt now nt tml nt in the near future nt even in the distant future.. i am so selfish rite..

speaking of loved ones, words from ur loved ones r extraordinary painful. somehow it's no longer the same when he/she reached the level of loved ones..it's so strong tt it made me think where i went wrong...

(current news)
anyway took the mrt today... and it gt disrupted at outram... after seeing shuting's blog.. i know y le.. u see, times n times again.. i keep getting reminded of death n dying.. actually i dunno wad happened, onli know tt the person was dead(?) and covered wif glass.. *edited* ok.. he was shot by a policeman after stabbing another guy at a nearby coffeeshop.. sad~ wrong time manz.. now gt so many policemen ard becuz of mr.selamat and u commit such a big crime? u must be nuts..

(happier news)
tml is my last day at CDC though is afternoon shift.. but no more travelling thru n fro from cck to novena and contribute to the money-eating mrt fares(literally chewing n swallowing my $10 noteS i used to top up my ez-link card) lolz......... of coz.. provided i am nt late tml la.. if nt must replace... very sian 1/2

next week-->welcum home to IMH~ lolz

updated a new song... Merry christmas mr. lawrence by maksim.

it sort of triggered when i saw the "leap year"'s preview. "Leap year" copied this song! yet still say wad original composed.. wth..

actually wat u tink of people keeping their illness and diagnosis from their family members?

in hospital, is legal.. afterall it is patient's right

but i dun wan my father or my family member to keep his/her dignosis a secret.. afterall am i his/her family member? the feeling is like so... sucks..

is so freaking sad to see sum ppl claiming of illusionist illness and diseases when they r well-bodied..

day in day out, i see ppl wanting to have a healthier body n there sum ppl go, claiming they r dying.. y nt u just donate ur body to them? isnt it a win-win situation? u can go die, they can survive n can be happily tgt wif their loved ones. xcept those in my ward now la... those r a diff story..

i bet u nv even once close to death b4.... u just dunno how it feels..

lungs failing, heart stopped beating? plz la.. if so, u will be in ICU le.. and nt sitting there emo, pitying urself and defensing senseless comments u made earlier on...

i just cant tahan tt comment u made...

tt fked up feeling... dammnit

and i gt a new earphone for my psp/mp3 =)

ur assumptions is ur assumptions... okok i suck.. wo bu ko peng you.. ya~

1 more week of CDC and den IMH!!!! woot

OOT : 4 more mths of sai kang and unhappiness.. if i post here, it will be offensive.. yup.. i am being a coward... but a SMART ONE XD

if you know wad is the thing i am toking bout above, u shd know is full of SHIT! damnit!! nvm i go blog in the other blog..

i am thinking of staying at hougang during my IMH posting. maybe my grandma's hse?

i am thinking of when to jio u cum out~ haha y u always so bz? k la.. i also very bz..