Tuesday, 25 March 2008

i feel so fuked up ( uneasy is nt strong enough)..

first, yesterday tt CANCER/horoscope thingy.. ok i was too oblivious, althrough i am nt the only one tt said it, yupz i started it. for tt, i'm sry. BUT(colour changed due to XL) i didnt say tt from the empty sky, i was saying from experiences. do u tink i will base on wad ppl wrote in horoscope? i dare say among everyone, i am 1 of those who believe the least in horoscopes. y? look at me? from where i look like an aries? if i dun tink tt exceptions exist, i may just kick tt gal aside le.. she's an aquarius and aquarius is the "listen to me!" pai rite, if i dun remember wrongly from yesterday...

secondly, this morning i was woke up by 2 SMS-es. i tot wad emergency sia. ok, it was both by my father. the 1st sms goes like "Report for work 2morrow". i was like HUHHHH???? the 2nd one nt so impt. he only wanna tel me to iron my clothes n dun so last min iron. ok, the story goes like few weeks back, i told him tt i may want to work for my 3 weeks holiday... n ya, he told me no vacancy. den i okok lor.. who knows he suddenly wan me to start work tml when i tot no job le den i planned stuffs all the way to 11april le.. ok, my fault again, i shd haf informed him tt i totally cant work le...

lastly, nt long after the sms-es, joyce called me and asked me go NP as soon as possible, i was like question marks all over again. ok, it was for the banner painting and they tot i was involved. n i told her i nt involved.. ok, again is my fault, i shd haf told everyone i nt involved rather than a small handful of ppl onli...

n finally a good news.. yesterday when i played ks's DJMax, i realised my Prate drop by abit, of coz la.. haha i am nt gifted, i am just an ordinary human being, but of coz my co-ordinations really drop la.. lolz

n den.... another person ask me again... so is she my GF? i will still say fren... HOW I WISH SHE CAN BE MY GF!!!!!!! Like/love and accept is 2 diff things.. she needs time to get over her past.. i tink i told sum ppl b4, she is the 1st person tt i am tt serious about and she is the 1st person to leave me hanging until liddat... n of coz.. retributions lor..

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