like wad kai li said, when u tink back about what the deceased said before she die, it just makes u feel like doing sth, going back..
everything just happened so sudden..
still gave tt "ya ya we r tgt" impression on the 2nd last day thou we wun tgt first from the start, just to make her happy and nt tink so much about her daughter, just for her to recover first, all the years, never had a chance to tell her tat we were just kidding years back.. NEVER~!!
u hid ur condition from ur significant ones, i told u i wun hide it from them, u agreed and said ok.. u laugh out loud but i knew u cried b4 we were chatting. that was day one, freaking day one..
all tt "hows ur studies", "hows ur studies", "nt bad", "nt bad", "good", "good", i beginning to miss them..
last year april 2nd, when i gt a gf, i really wanna share with u how it all happened, but instead i gave u a smile and told u life was just damn great, u tot is becuz my birthday is approaching.
all the while, i always telling u stuffs like how handworking my dad is, how much i just want to make him proud, just becuz i went normal academic stream and poly, the pros and cons to work in the service sector in spore, i really miss all those times..
this year during my birthday when we went out to eat, when u talked about how important a family is and becareful in tekong.. i wanted to tell u how much i screwed up a r/s, and i kept joking about me wanting to be a rich male TAI TAI and slack at home
life is so damn unfair tt u r taken away just liddat..
so fast, i haven even earn my 1st pay to treat u dinner yet like i said i would.
i just wish u shdnt left so fast,
it just feels like maybe losing a real mother
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