SAY EXACTLY WHAT'S ON UR MIND AND DONT CHANGE IT!

1. You & your ex - was nice
2. What are you listening to – Michi~to you all
3. Maybe I should – sleep more often
5. I don't understand – chinese
6. I have lost my respect for – certain people
7. I last ate – fried bee hoon

IS YOUR/ARE YOU:
1. Is your hair wet? nopz
2. Is your cell phone right by you? – yup
3. Do you miss someone? – no ba
4. Are you wearing chap stick? – wads tt..
5. Are you tired? - a little
6. Are you wearing pajamas? – nopz
7. Are you mad? – nopz, i am jason

MORE QUESTIONS

1.Are you shy?
depends
2.Could things possibly get any better?
why nt?
3.Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
i wasnt even sleeping. haha
4.Has there been anyone particular on your mind at all today?
nt really
5.Do you ever crack your knuckles/ back/ ankles/ wrists/ etc?
why yes,always~ haha
6.Could you date someone taller than you?
yupz
7.Do you need to say anything to someone?
erm...dun tink so. haha
8.Honestly, does your crush like you back?
=/
9.Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
"think" is a very minor word
10.Do you wear glasses?
yo!
11.Lyrics from the song you're listening to?
starts wif "Just like always", ends with "Even just for now is fine"
12.Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
yupz
13.Honestly, what's running through your mind?
this qns?
14.Have you ever asked a girl for advice?
of coz
15.Ever kissed under water?
nearly kissed a huge fish back in tioman thx to some random kid throwing bread into the water
16.When was the last time you were told you were cute?
cant remember
17.How late did you stay up last night?
night? 6 plus in the morning
18.Do you think boys truly understand girls?
do u like to eat char kway teow? see each individual lo
19.What is one word you seem to always misspell that you know you shouldn't?
dunno~
20.What was the last movie you watched?
"frightened until laugh" crap movie
21.Last song played more than three times?
dunno~
22.Last person to fall asleep with?
huh?
23.Ever skip class?
ever ever..
24.What color is your room?
sky blue
25.Who'd you have lunch with?
mum n bro
26.Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
yupz
27.Are you ticklish?
haha
28.Does your ex have a job?
will i fall for a useless person?
29.How many piercings do you have?
none
30.Do you want any tattoos?
nopz
31.Will you cry at your wedding?
when i get marry then you know
32.Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
no?
33.What are your plans for the weekend?
go orchard HOT
34.You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get?
why?
35.Do you have a little sister?
nopz
36.Do you like Taylor Swift?
ok ar
37.Last time you were heart broken?
oh.. yupz
38.Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed
39.Have you ever dated a soccer player?
nopz
40.Do you hope your children are like you one day?
depends
41.Do you take walks often?
ya, working = walking
42.Needles aren't so horrible?
YA
43.Do you like meeting new people?
ok
44.Would you rather have long or short hair?
short?
45.Favorite book that was made into a movie?
dont have
46.Do you like tattoos and piercings?
not really
47.What would you do if the door bell rang and it was Lil' Wayne?
who are you?
48.Have you kissed somebody over 19 years of age?
yupz
49.What would you do if your best friend went out with your ex?
ok? haha
50.Green or gold?
gold
51.What’s your sport?
soccer
52.Do you know how to keep a conversation going?
i can
53.Do you like the rain?
depends
54.What hat would you rock?
rock wad hat sia..
55.Were you ever with someone who was completely different than you?
never exist, nt tt global
56.Have you ever had a crush on someone that was in a relationship?
nopz
57.When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
beautifully imperfect? hahhaa
58.What is bothering you right now?
i want to shit.. really
59.I’ll bet you miss someone right now.
maybe? XD
60.Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
nopz
61.If you were given $100, would you spend it, or save it?
adidas jacket, here i come~ LOL j/k. see~
62.If there was a large spider in the room, would you stay?
yup
63.Do you have any enemies?
dunno~ but why nt?
64.Ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
nopz
65.When was the last time you were truly happy with your life?
dunno~ diff
66.When is the last time you made someone else cry?
when i made someone cried
67.Would you be able to date someone who had a kid with someone else?
go out buy milk powder ar..
68.Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
cant remember
69.Does your ex miss you?
no? HEY THIS IS A SENSITIVE TOPIC!!
70.Reason behind why you last cried?
sad
71.Do you have a deep dark secret?
guess not tt deep and dark?
72.What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
forgt
73.What was your childhood nickname?
dunno~
74.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
marriED
75.What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
7th month.. hello? XD
76.Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
wad u mean?
77.Who do you blame for your mood today?
blame sai blame..
78.Have you ever seen a dead body?
yupz
79.Last person you went out to dinner with?
them
80.How do you vent your anger?
depends
81.Are most of your friends virgins?
does it matter?
82.Are you a mama’s child or a daddy’s child?
neither
83.Is anything alive in your room?
me

bad things definitely will come to an end..

if nt how come rainbows exist? XD

the rainbow symbolises the promises of God btw

Is not about moving on
Is never about moving on
It never ever existed in anyone's life
Never once it occurred
It is known as "moving along"
Is not about replacing
Is not about new or old
Is not all that negative
Is not all that positive either i know
Is shit, is hell, it kills
Is not about the recent, is seeing ahead
Is all rubbish, you just don't know anything!

You said u cared
You dont mean a single shit
You only want what you aimed for
You lied to me
You lead me on
You delicate songs, you say is all true
You told me craps
I believe you
We became closer
I told you friends is the limit
You insisted no
Time and time again, u came back strong
I told you something cant be replaced
You deemed as nonsense
You told me to consider you
I told you i plays around
You say you dun mind
I told you i am gay
You told me you love gay
And i told you to choose between one day of happiness with one week of disappointment and one day of disappointment with one week of laughter
You say i making things difficult
I think you are being stupid

WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME? I AM NO TEDDY BEAR NOR AM I SOME TROPHY

and yes, my mood was great awhile ago, till u came and ask me to consider again. You said your heart very pain but you just dunno real pain. You really dunno, i swear.

Like i said above, you just dont know anything. Stop lying to me, u making me feel worse. Maybe i should feel loved and contented that someone always message me cute messages after my work, before i sleep and such, but sorry, i dunno what to do.

hope i can wake up tml morning

went Japanese Summer Festival 09 yesterday.. nt bad, didnt get the chance to rent a yukata to wear thou.

I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance from the album "Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge".. though is been 5 years, i still tink this is one of their best songs..

2 more working days.. XD

Never slept much last night, as expected from splitting headache, not forgetting the frequent urge of passing urine, thanks to the ice lemon tea i guess. Fell asleep on and off until morning time.

decided to loosen up a bit, do my own stuffs; going swimming alone, eating a whole junk alone, travelling alone, catch a movie alone and shopping alone, been a while since i did that... it doesn't harm you to do it once in awhile. some people might understand, some dont. Maybe I have let go of too many chances in the past. And i not emo-ing, may i add a "haha" to that.

as i was travelling on the bus, i saw this young boy, legs so thin, suffering from polio i guess. Beside him was his father, not very young either, maybe in his late fourties. the father was piggy-bagging him and his school bag. he was so exhausted that he sat down at the bus stop for quite awhile while kept smiling back at his son. Never complain ur legs are fat.

surprisingly by evening time, my headache subsides and just nice kaili asked me to go JB with her and sharon. Went in, bought a few things, cost quite a bomb, ate my all time favourite ayam goreng spicy mcD, wallet flattens yet didnt get all that i want, cant get that korean-like polo tee. But is ok, i going in next week again, if cant den...is ok ar.. XD

It's all a matter of choice. Holding too tight will only cause the sand to seep through your fingers, but I don't regret, i did what i think i should do, at least I have tried everything I could within my means and situation. When I'm done, I move on to another status. When I'm gone, I'm never coming back. Well, once in a while, I may come back to reminisce and nothing more.

head pounding..

eyes feel like popping out of their sockets..

polydipsia..

and i drank 500mls of ice lemon tea..

time to head for bed......soon

oh, and go toilet before i hit the sack, i dun wan wet my bed after drinking so much diuretics...

Nursing
-a career not measured in years but in moments


Nurses have the ability to make those around them worry..


everyone around me is falling sick.. and i having flu like symptoms, moreover i in A&E.

gonna PCR myself

been to too many isolation rooms liao.. -_-

what i treasured in the past with stupid mentality doesnt mean i do not treasure it now



working spree starts tml again

Dempsey's Ben and Jerry anyone? haha

went back and ate @ Joaquim again today

tml is the start of working days again.. 2 working days den i off again ^_^

gonna on hold all the home assignments for now..

as usual, tml ttsh A&E again.. haha hope to lunch wif st again

tired~ maybe i walk too much today

pay pay faster come.. haha zzzz

decided to not work this sat and sun..

expected, the fee i have to pay is discouraging. -_-

but one day can earn back liao, so worth it~ hee


when you choose to sacrifice what you wants to do, will your smile stays true?

dun you push the limit..you just a support pillar


anyway a simple arrangement like "dearly beloved" by Kaoru Wada and Yoko Shimomura can be soothing and nice after a day of work especially when it is so fast paced

and i saw the score too.. kinda nice

Whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it and it will be yours -Mark 11:24

if i never interpret wrongly.. this is abit the wrong? HAHA i doubt is believe, is "psycho yourself that you have received it and it will be yours"

pardon me for being so ignorant and rebutt-ish..

maybe i dun haf enough faith?

what happen when you open ur eyes and see the reality?

can someone tell me the meaning of this quote from mark's?

if i never interpret wrongly..

and if is about the level of faith and trust to our father in heaven, he didnt give alot of things that many people ask for in prayer

enlighten me please..

just rebutt me, i want to know the answer

damn full, cant slp.. XD

joke up ur day~

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9,10.
Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1.
This is what he came up with.....


1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep.
But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down.
The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me.
I ran until I fell 6 and threw up.
So I go into 7-eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him.
Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him.
10 God he run away.
10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven.
Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6.
He said 5 , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down!
I don't understand.
I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.