Never slept much last night, as expected from splitting headache, not forgetting the frequent urge of passing urine, thanks to the ice lemon tea i guess. Fell asleep on and off until morning time.
decided to loosen up a bit, do my own stuffs; going swimming alone, eating a whole junk alone, travelling alone, catch a movie alone and shopping alone, been a while since i did that... it doesn't harm you to do it once in awhile. some people might understand, some dont. Maybe I have let go of too many chances in the past. And i not emo-ing, may i add a "haha" to that.
as i was travelling on the bus, i saw this young boy, legs so thin, suffering from polio i guess. Beside him was his father, not very young either, maybe in his late fourties. the father was piggy-bagging him and his school bag. he was so exhausted that he sat down at the bus stop for quite awhile while kept smiling back at his son. Never complain ur legs are fat.
surprisingly by evening time, my headache subsides and just nice kaili asked me to go JB with her and sharon. Went in, bought a few things, cost quite a bomb, ate my all time favourite ayam goreng spicy mcD, wallet flattens yet didnt get all that i want, cant get that korean-like polo tee. But is ok, i going in next week again, if cant den...is ok ar.. XD
It's all a matter of choice. Holding too tight will only cause the sand to seep through your fingers, but I don't regret, i did what i think i should do, at least I have tried everything I could within my means and situation. When I'm done, I move on to another status. When I'm gone, I'm never coming back. Well, once in a while, I may come back to reminisce and nothing more.
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